My Life Would Suck Without You

My Life Would Suck Without You

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
Being with you
Is so disfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go
Oh yeah
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

My Happy Ending

"My Happy Ending"
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus:]You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus]
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
[Chorus x2]
[x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Brand Spankin' New!

Hiiiii everybody! If anybody actually ever reads my blog anymore. Probably not because I've been gone for so long. Yeah, sorry about that. Just had some personal issues going on. So I deleted the past because I am moving into the future.

Chris and I are still together. We had some issues but as everything else, it is in the past and we are working on things and working toward the future.

Zach is going to pre-k. He goes through HeadStart and goes 4 days a week. He gets on the bus at 7:35 and gets off at 12:05. He is enjoying it and he is doing very good in it. I am so proud of my big boy! He goes to bed around 8pm every night and has to get up at 6:45 every morning so we have time to get him a shower, get dressed, a snack and we are on our way (walking) at 7:15. I really enjoy him going to school as well!

Other things. Let's see.. I am so moving out of A-Town come February when the lease is up and I get my taxes. I need to move to a better place for Zach to grow up. I have an idea where I am going. I don't know if Chris and I will be living together come February, but you never know what will happen.

I need a job badly. I can't find one. It's rough. I hate it. I hate not working, I hate not having money, I hate feeling so dependant. It sucks.

I'm going to try to update myself on all my friends blogs. I am reading them, sorry if I don't comment though. I am trying! Anyways, that's all for now.